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Monday, August 07, 2006
If only.. I just typed a long post but the whole thing just vanished into the air. Like *whooosh*, and its gone just like that. I can't possibly typed out everything that I've typed earlier on cause I don't remember everything that I typed. Well, I haven't been blogging in here for a long time already. My purpose of coming here was to delete this blog, but I'm glad I didn't. I think that there's just too many "memorable" stuffs in this blog. And I couldn't bear to be parted with it, so.. I guess, this blog will stay on. So yes, as I was saying, this blog is my maiden blog. The first one. I just couldn't hit the "delete" button. A part of me stays together with this blog. Looking back, I realised that I use to type super long posts or, there will be some time, where I will post 3 to 4 times a day. I wonder why I never get bored of blogging? My life is pretty boring and there really isn't anything much to blog about. From my first post, to my last post (I wonder when will it be the last?), every single line is boring. From the time when I first started blogging, to the time when we practiced for dont-know-how-many months just for the 15 minutes on stage for SYF. To the time when I fainted in school and PSL interview was just the next day. To the time where I quarrelled with my brother and hated my parents cause I thought they were bias. Actually, I still think that they're bias. Some things never change. We'll all eventually have to grow up. Yes, and there were some valuable lessons learnt. If only I could turn back time, I'll correct all my mistakes. If only. I think I've just lost one closest friend. Last year, it happened. Now, it happens again. Its like history is repeating itself. Same script, different people. Lost-in a sense of the person used to be one of my closest friend but now he/she is not. Sad to say, but yes, its true and the feeling totally sucked. You told me not to cry, but did you ever think that you were the one who made me cry? I bet you didn't. Its okay, really. I will try to block you out of my mind and not think too much. Words may fade, but memories won't. It's okay, I'm fine. Sunday, December 11, 2005
officially dead hello people, but i dont think i will be blogging here any longer. just to tell you guys that this blog is officially dead and you guys dont have to come here any longer. havent been blogging here since like 5 - 6 months ago. and i thank you guys for coming here to read/tag/post comments on my blog. i thank you guys for tolerating with my nonsense and shit. i thank you guys for tolerating my bad temper and my bad usuage of English. once again, i thank you guys so much. special thanks to John and Bernice who always post a comment here last time. thanks! and now i officially declare that this blog shall be dead. until i decide to blog in here again. which i possibly wont, till then i see you in my blog. good bye, my faithful readers. Sunday, June 05, 2005
leaving.. im going to australia in just 2-3 more days!! =D Saturday, May 28, 2005
hEYa! Havent been blogging in here for like months? LOL. John, Yuan Li they all coming back~ woooho0~ missed them ): hahas. Chatted with Bryan just now. have had fun chatting with him. hahahas. 7 years down the road, i'll sure go over to visit bryan. so bryan, dont worry. (: hahaas. ohwell, gdbye for now. love. Saturday, April 23, 2005
w0ohoo~ this blog is DEAD. no. i mean, this blog WAS dead, but now, its alive again. =D hehheh.. have not been blogging in here f0r abt 1 mth already? yeps. and now, im in my cousin's hse, using her computer to blog cause my computer broke down. DAMMIT. lol. heh. no one comes here to read anymore s0 i can type all those shit in here. lol. crap. btw, im only here to say that, #15,Temasek Chinese Orchestra got GOLD. isnt that like cool or what? HAHA. or our HARD work are paid off, thats good isnt it? no more saturday practices and stuffs. uh huh. what crap la. anyway, gtg alr. too lazy to blog. goodbye suckers. =D Sunday, March 27, 2005
x(( shucks. blogspot got prrobbie. i'll copy and paste all the things i type dere. 26/03/05, saturday. .:.another extra long entry disappeared. dots. let me retype it. [ive been typing this for 3 times already. =x ]LOL. too lazy to type an extra long entry now. =) uh huh. went to school with cadence for c.o. HAhahaHAs. during c.o was so fun today. me and hui xin and jia yu kept laughing. so is the rest of the orchestra. lol. den patrick do some hip-hop thingy and stuffs. so funny. but my di mo kept breaking. =( that sucks. lol. after c.o, cindy[tms]and i went to anglican high for church services. lol. my first time in All Saints Church. =) lalala. the people there so friendly. lol. =) hahas. den alvin dey all came. uh huh. - watching The Tree right now. - we watched a movie/show abt Jesus Christ. yeps. nice, waa, emo seh. lol. wanna cry but no tears fall outta my eyes. =X You wont know how pain it is until you've suffered your self. Can see that its really painful. =X yeps, after movie/show, went for the cell group thingy. lol. joined cindy's grp instead of alvin. lol. difficult to choose man. both of them are my friends. lol! =D hahas. went to cindy's grp in the end. lol =) the people there so funny. lol. then we talked abt loads of things. uh huh. cell grp ends at 5pm+. after that, went to eat dinner with alvin they all. uh huh. in the end we didnt ate any thing cause alvin need to rush off to meet cindy. 7pm. and we [ he n me] left at 7pm. -_-. cindy is not our sch de cindy. Cindy = alvin's sweetie pie. lOl! =) to0k bus 31, then we talked loads of crap. lol. kept laughing.. hahaHAHas =) at the tanah merah stop there, saw zizie with one girl, from band de. yeps. zizie smiled to me, den i smiled back. den the girl gimme those strange look like :" that guy ur boyfriend ar" lol. no la, he not my bf. lol!! he's cindy de bf. =) went to tamp inter, den i went home. yeps.
.:. and bc, if ure reading tis, im REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY VERY SORRY!! =( been stressed out lately la, you dun understand me and you probably never will. yea, imagine that your parents wants you to have BETTER grades then your bro , and your brother is like top 10. both NA classes, abt 80 ppl altogether and my bro get 6th position. thats crazy. and my parents are practically driving me crazy as well. =(
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think i'll stop here. goodbye. qiujin. Friday, March 11, 2005
saddd. "Mirror Mirror" Mirror mirror lie to me Show me what I wanna see Mirror mirror lie to me Why don't I like the girl I see The one who's standing right in front of me Why don't I think before I speak I should have listened to that voice inside me I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind To say the kind of things I said last night Mirror mirror hanging on the wall You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me Mirror mirror lie to me Show me what I wanna see Mirror mirror lie to me Show me what I wanna see Why did I let you walk away When all I had to do was say I'm sorry I let my pride get in the way And in the heat of the moment I was to blame I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind Now in the cold light of the day I realize Mirror mirror hanging on the wall You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me If only wishes could be dreams And all my dreams could come true There would be two us standing here in front of you If you could show me that someone that I used to be Bring back my baby, my baby to me Mirror mirror hanging on the wall You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me Mirror mirror hanging on the wall You don't have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me And bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me Mirror mirror lie to me Show me what I wanna see Mirror mirror lie to me Mirror mirror lie to me Show me what I wanna see Mirror mirror lie to me .:. hahas, "mirror mirror" by M2M. nice song. M2M just simply ROCKs. haish. my brother leaving for China, Beijing tomorrow. So are all my cousins. Except for meiling jie and me. fook. meiling cannot go is cause she in JC now, den very busy. me? HA. march hols, one week, cant even take time out for me to rest. is like, what the hell lor. i know that every body's tired too.. but, urgh. sometimes i really cant take it. i cant manage my time well, -blablah-. hols, got c.o day camp. wtf is that? DAY CAMP. stay in school to practice and practice until evening then go home? EURGH. sorry ppl, not that i dont like c.o. and i know SYF is just round the corners. like abt, 1 month plus to SYF right? and i know that everybody's aiming for GOLD. but, dont you think that the practices are always so long? i think thats the reason why Sabrina quit c.o. she told me that c.o practices always so damn long, den during hols like everyday must go back. EURGH. but nevermind, just tahan for one month plus. after SYF, there's no need to go back to school on saturday for c.o or anything. maybe that's when i can rest? SHIT la. nonsense. Mid-year exams are just like, 2 months away? and i dont even understand maths? and geog? how am i gonna pass like this? wth. after SYF, then mid year exams le. darn. reality just sucks. why cant it be a big big BIG dream? oh darns. i got to go already. nite. qiujin. love me cause i love you. Wednesday, March 09, 2005
"best friends" "I thought she was my best friend
The best one I've ever had
Instead I found out the truth
And what I learned was sad.
We still can each other friends
But i feel we're far apart
Though we see each other every day
I have a broken heart
She has made new friends
And i have made some, too.
We are talking less and less
And inside I'm cold and blue.
Each and every night I pray
That she will finally see
How much I want our friendship back
And how much she means to me." .:.okies, this was taken from my the other blog. hahahas. no la, this was taken from "chicken soup for the preteens." yeps. THIS saturday is music it it. =D lol. dunno what to wear, there's no dress code like last year, blablah. hahas. =) a lil too excited. yeps. heard that the band, Electrico is coming? hahas?! THEY ROCKS man. lol. oh well, whatever. i got to go already. byebyex. qiujin. love me cause i love you. Saturday, March 05, 2005
new blog. .:. hello people. ive created a new blog. go and see kkays ? http://qiujin-.blogspot.com LOl. im in my cousin's house now. yeps. played gunbound with monkey sam just now. uhhuh. dad and i talk abt those clever people who take A' level exams and get into university. -blablah- im so bored right now. cousin's in his study room playing war craft of diablo. and im in the living room, editing my new blog and blogging in here. okay, now my cousin's not playing wC or diablo. my the other cousin's playing gunbound now, and he asked me if i wanna play. lol. >> you guys shld know what it means alr right? if you dont know, it means that i've agreed to play with him! haha. s0 damn long never play gunbound alr!! lol. -toodles` : ) ++qiujin. lovemecauseiloveyou. tralalalala. .:.yo peepz. lol. g0t headache today, so i never go c.o. yepos. shat. i dont know what to blog. im so bored. its so boring. hmm. sians. music is it is coming! next saturday. hmm, next saturday, after c.o, i;ll go home and change, den go back to school again. lol. ahh, whatever. by the way, i got to go already. yepps. my brother wants to use the computer. bye my darlings! : ) .:. can anyone teach me maths? i got this maths test coming up on this thursday. and i know i'll fail. =x goodbye,my loved ones. ++qiu jin. i'llalwaysrememberthedaysispentwithyou. Google Modules |
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